Prozac Nation

It's just all too much. 417 00:32:31,730 --> 00:32:34,650 It's all so crazy. 418 00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:39,990 I am not going to do this anymore! 419 00:32:45,410 --> 00:32:48,080 No, you listen to me. 420 00:32:48,250 --> 00:32:53,290 I raise her! I raise her all by myself with no help from you! 421 00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:57,670 No help from me? I'm the one that does everything, I never get credit! 422 00:32:57,840 --> 00:33:01,340 You make all the decisions, and they blow up in your face! 423 00:33:01,510 --> 00:33:04,100 - Do they not? - What are you talking about? 424 00:33:04,260 --> 00:33:06,810 You do nothing for her! You do nothing for her! 425 00:33:06,970 --> 00:33:09,140 You never even see her! 426 00:33:09,310 --> 00:33:13,190 You don't take her on vacations. You don't take her on the weekends. 427 00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:15,780 What the hell do you ever do for her, Donald? 428 00:33:15,940 --> 00:33:19,950 I am her father. I put her in the clinic, and you're looking in Manhattan. 429 00:33:20,110 --> 00:33:23,780 You son of a bitch! Goddamn, I hate you! I hate you! 430 00:33:23,950 --> 00:33:27,500 I hate you, you son of a bitch! 431 00:33:31,620 --> 00:33:33,330 What is wrong with you? 432 00:33:33,500 --> 00:33:35,880 Nothing. 433 00:33:36,050 --> 00:33:39,050 Oh, God. You're not...? 434 00:33:39,220 --> 00:33:42,800 Pregnant? No, Mom, I'm not pregnant. 435 00:33:42,970 --> 00:33:45,510 Anyway, it's the '80s. That wouldn't be a problem. 436 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:48,220 Please, Lizzie, don't speak like that. 437 00:33:48,390 --> 00:33:50,940 What, then? 438 00:33:59,030 --> 00:34:02,570 I don't understand you, Lizzie. 439 00:34:08,540 --> 00:34:12,330 This place is filthy. I'll help you clean it up. 440 00:34:12,500 --> 00:34:14,920 Mom, no. 441 00:34:15,710 --> 00:34:19,550 I don't have a simple solution, okay? 442 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:26,050 I don't know what to do, Lizzie. 443 00:34:26,220 --> 00:34:29,520 - I've taken a couple days off work. - No, you can't. 444 00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:32,350 I wanna help. 445 00:34:32,850 --> 00:34:38,440 - God knows I can't afford it, but... - I'm much better by myself. Okay? 446 00:34:38,730 --> 00:34:42,570 If I'd known you'd react like this... 447 00:34:43,450 --> 00:34:46,530 Look, I have to study. 448 00:34:46,820 --> 00:34:50,080 You know, I've been working really hard... 449 00:34:50,240 --> 00:34:55,580 ...and I've been having a difficult time. I just needed a few days. 450 00:34:56,250 --> 00:34:58,840 I'm so worried about you, Lizzie. 451 00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,590 I promise I'll take care of myself. 452 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:03,420 Okay? 453 00:35:03,590 --> 00:35:06,090 And I'll come and see you. 454 00:35:06,260 --> 00:35:07,930 I've seen enough already. 455 00:35:08,100 --> 00:35:10,810 We'll spend time together in New York. 456 00:35:10,970 --> 00:35:13,230 Please? I promise. 457 00:35:13,390 --> 00:35:17,770 I just have all this work I have to finish here. 458 00:35:18,060 --> 00:35:21,280 Maybe for your birthday. 459 00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:23,570 Yeah. Yeah. 460 00:35:23,740 --> 00:35:26,450 I promise I will be home for my birthday. 461 00:35:26,610 --> 00:35:28,780 We can celebrate. 462 00:35:28,950 --> 00:35:31,580 - We'll have a party. - Okay. 463 00:35:31,740 --> 00:35:35,290 I'll make those pear tarts that you like. 464 00:35:35,460 --> 00:35:38,460 That would be great. 465 00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:45,050 Hey. 466 00:35:50,720 --> 00:35:52,810 Lizzie, I love you dearly. Really, I do. 467 00:35:52,970 --> 00:35:56,850 But you can only hang out in my room if you don't drink or do drugs. 468 00:35:57,020 --> 00:35:59,360 Come on, you can't be serious. 469 00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:00,900 Totally. 470 00:36:01,070 --> 00:36:03,650 Just say no. 471 00:36:04,240 --> 00:36:08,950 But, Noah, there's no reason to be in your room sober. 472 00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:16,710 I wanna explain to Noah how exhausted I am. 473 00:36:16,870 --> 00:36:18,880 Even in my dreams. 474 00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:21,000 How I wake up tired. 475 00:36:21,170 --> 00:36:25,010 How I'm being drowned by some kind of black wave. 476 00:36:25,170 --> 00:36:26,970 But I can't write. 477 00:36:27,130 --> 00:36:31,600 And he really doesn't wanna know about it anyway. 478 00:36:42,940 --> 00:36:45,320 - Here you go. - Thank you. 479 00:36:45,490 --> 00:36:47,650 Hi. 480 00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:50,410 Hi. 481 00:36:57,460 --> 00:37:00,880 Ruby, this is crazy. We have to talk. 482 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:04,340 You know, I'd really rather not. 483 00:37:04,500 --> 00:37:07,510 I'm sorry. You know that. 484 00:37:07,670 --> 00:37:10,390 And I have no excuse. 485 00:37:10,550 --> 00:37:14,140 So then, why? Why did you do it? 486 00:37:14,560 --> 00: