Synecdoche, New York

512 00:40:00,775 --> 00:40:03,236 This is what I wanna try to give people. 513 00:40:03,694 --> 00:40:06,697 Okay, here you go. Here's your salad. 514 00:40:09,075 --> 00:40:11,410 - Here's your soup. - Thanks. 515 00:40:13,412 --> 00:40:15,831 - Thank you. - Enjoy. 516 00:40:21,963 --> 00:40:25,716 - What are you doing? - Salivating. 517 00:40:26,467 --> 00:40:28,970 The biofeedback training. 518 00:40:32,265 --> 00:40:34,809 - So I was wondering if you'd help. - In your box office? 519 00:40:34,976 --> 00:40:38,896 No, as my assistant. 520 00:40:39,105 --> 00:40:41,774 I'm not sure I can work with you, Caden. 521 00:40:43,192 --> 00:40:44,485 I'm kind of angry. 522 00:40:45,403 --> 00:40:47,572 I just wanna normalize it. 523 00:40:50,324 --> 00:40:52,868 I think we'd have a lot of fun together. 524 00:41:06,465 --> 00:41:08,551 I miss you. 525 00:41:09,844 --> 00:41:12,096 - Really disturbing. - I know. 526 00:41:15,016 --> 00:41:18,352 <i>Dear diary, thank you for being my new best friend.</i> 527 00:41:18,519 --> 00:41:22,273 <i>My name is Olive Cotard, and I'm 4 years old.</i> 528 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:24,817 <i>I like chocolate, and my favorite color is pink.</i> 529 00:41:28,321 --> 00:41:30,364 This is pink. 530 00:41:32,783 --> 00:41:35,119 Yeah, that's good. 531 00:41:35,286 --> 00:41:37,204 - Next. - Hi. 532 00:41:44,795 --> 00:41:46,839 We'll start by talking honestly... 533 00:41:47,006 --> 00:41:50,885 ...and out of that, a piece of theater will evolve. 534 00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:53,387 I'll begin. 535 00:41:55,806 --> 00:41:58,142 I've been thinking a lot about dying lately. 536 00:41:58,559 --> 00:42:02,355 - You're gonna be fine, sweetie. - Well, I appreciate that, Claire, but... 537 00:42:02,521 --> 00:42:03,606 You are, you poor thing. 538 00:42:03,773 --> 00:42:08,277 Yeah, well, regardless of how this particular thing works itself out... 539 00:42:08,903 --> 00:42:11,530 ...I will be dying. 540 00:42:12,907 --> 00:42:15,034 And so will you. 541 00:42:16,410 --> 00:42:18,704 And so will everyone here. 542 00:42:22,583 --> 00:42:25,211 And that's what I wanna explore. 543 00:42:25,378 --> 00:42:27,838 We're all hurtling towards death. 544 00:42:31,801 --> 00:42:35,096 Yet here we are, for the moment, alive... 545 00:42:35,805 --> 00:42:38,015 ...each of us knowing we're gonna die... 546 00:42:40,017 --> 00:42:42,728 ...each of us secretly believing we won't. 547 00:42:44,105 --> 00:42:46,107 It's brilliant. 548 00:42:47,566 --> 00:42:50,277 It's everything. 549 00:42:51,696 --> 00:42:54,115 <i>It's Karamazov.</i> 550 00:42:58,828 --> 00:43:01,122 - Stop. - I'm just asking. 551 00:43:01,288 --> 00:43:03,958 - You're so obnoxious. - You're so obnoxious. 552 00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:07,169 - You do not wanna cross me. - Don't I? 553 00:43:12,633 --> 00:43:14,468 Hi, Claire. 554 00:43:15,302 --> 00:43:18,222 - Hi. - Hazel. 555 00:43:18,389 --> 00:43:21,225 Yeah. No, no. I know, I know. Hazel. You're the box office. 556 00:43:21,392 --> 00:43:23,894 - Yeah, I'm the box office. - How are you? 557 00:43:24,103 --> 00:43:26,313 Wonderful. You? 558 00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:28,399 Yeah, yeah. I'm good. I'm fine. Thank you. 559 00:43:28,899 --> 00:43:32,486 Actually, I'm meeting Caden here. You know Mr. Cotard, right? 560 00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:35,406 Yes, I recall Mr. Cotard. 561 00:43:37,324 --> 00:43:38,534 Yeah. I'm waiting... 562 00:43:44,331 --> 00:43:46,792 - Hey. - Hi, Caden. 563 00:43:46,959 --> 00:43:49,879 - Hi, Caden. - Hi, Hazel. Hi, Claire. 564 00:43:50,045 --> 00:43:51,881 Hi. 565 00:43:52,089 --> 00:43:53,924 - This is Derek. - Hi, Derek. 566 00:43:54,091 --> 00:43:56,844 - Hi, Derek. - Hi, Derek. 567 00:43:57,011 --> 00:43:58,053 Hi. 568 00:44:02,016 --> 00:44:05,394 Well, we'll leave you be. It's nice to see you again. 569 00:44:05,561 --> 00:44:09,356 - Take care. - Why am I bowing? Okay, bye. 570 00:44:12,485 --> 00:44:16,030 - That was awkward. - Yeah, I guess. 571 00:44:18,491 --> 00:44:19,533 Do you like beaver...? 572 00:44:19,700 --> 00:44:22,703 So could you tell me maybe what it is that you want from me? 573 00:44:24,705 --> 00:44:27,041 You know, like, from my character. 574 00:44:29,335 --> 00:44:32,004 Well, we'll build it over time together. 575 00:44:32,171 --> 00:44:35,216 You know, try to find a real person, maybe, to model it after. 576 00:44:35,382 --> 00:44:37,718 That Hazel girl's kind of interesting maybe. 577 00:44:37,885 --> 00:44:39,595 - You know, like, why...? - Although... 578 00:44:39,762 --> 00:44:42,181 Why is she still working at a box office at her age? 579 00:44:42,348 --> 00:44:44,391 I don't know. Probably not that interesting. 580 00:44:44,558 --> 00:44:47,561 Maybe she wanted to be an actress, but she la