The Son

How do you do it? 573 00:41:44,373 --> 00:41:47,207 I have no idea. Come on, I'll show you. 574 00:41:47,290 --> 00:41:48,915 No, no, no, Peter. 575 00:41:48,998 --> 00:41:51,540 -No. Nicholas, don't! -Come on! 576 00:41:51,624 --> 00:41:52,915 Like this. Ready? 577 00:41:54,540 --> 00:41:56,165 Oh, God. Wait, no! 578 00:41:56,248 --> 00:41:58,582 Fingers, knee. Fingers, knee. 579 00:41:59,582 --> 00:42:01,624 Yes! That's it. 580 00:42:01,707 --> 00:42:04,248 That's what you need for your party. That's it. 581 00:42:04,332 --> 00:42:05,749 God, not another one! 582 00:42:06,749 --> 00:42:07,956 Oh, there's two. 583 00:42:09,749 --> 00:42:12,373 Look. Hey, you'll knock them dead. 584 00:42:12,457 --> 00:42:14,707 Look at him move. Yeah, that's my son. 585 00:42:15,956 --> 00:42:17,499 Right, I'm coming in. 586 00:44:04,290 --> 00:44:05,665 It was under his mattress. 587 00:44:09,165 --> 00:44:11,415 Sorry. Thought I'd better tell you. 588 00:44:11,998 --> 00:44:14,040 You think he's still, you know...? 589 00:44:16,165 --> 00:44:18,624 I don't understand it. I mean... 590 00:44:20,915 --> 00:44:23,207 He seems to be doing well, doesn't he? 591 00:44:23,290 --> 00:44:26,790 He's going to school. He's smiling. He's better. 592 00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:30,207 -Yes. -So why is he doing this? 593 00:44:34,165 --> 00:44:36,873 Well, the simplest thing would be to talk to him about it, 594 00:44:36,956 --> 00:44:38,040 don't you think? 595 00:44:39,123 --> 00:44:40,624 Maybe to his therapist. 596 00:44:43,582 --> 00:44:44,582 Okay. 597 00:44:45,332 --> 00:44:48,040 -You going out? -Yeah. Get some sun. 598 00:44:48,123 --> 00:44:49,665 -Okay. -Come here, buddy. 599 00:44:58,915 --> 00:45:02,290 Look, don't worry. He's probably still a bit fragile. 600 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:08,123 But he knows you're here for him. I'm sure you're gonna figure it out. 601 00:45:08,748 --> 00:45:09,748 You think so? 602 00:45:47,249 --> 00:45:48,457 Where have you been? 603 00:45:49,123 --> 00:45:50,123 Why? 604 00:45:52,415 --> 00:45:53,540 Is there a problem? 605 00:45:54,457 --> 00:45:55,457 Yes. 606 00:45:56,499 --> 00:45:59,082 Why have you hidden a knife under your mattress? 607 00:45:59,165 --> 00:46:00,457 What? 608 00:46:00,540 --> 00:46:02,790 There was a knife under your mattress. You know about this? 609 00:46:02,873 --> 00:46:04,374 What was it doing there? 610 00:46:06,082 --> 00:46:07,790 -Nothing. -What do you mean, "nothing"? 611 00:46:08,706 --> 00:46:11,123 It's just there. In case. 612 00:46:11,706 --> 00:46:13,957 In case of what? What are you talking about? 613 00:46:14,623 --> 00:46:17,665 I don't know. If there was a break-in, or... 614 00:46:22,290 --> 00:46:23,374 Show me your arm. 615 00:46:25,082 --> 00:46:26,790 -What? -Show me your arm. 616 00:46:26,873 --> 00:46:27,998 No. 617 00:46:29,415 --> 00:46:30,457 Leave me alone! 618 00:46:31,123 --> 00:46:32,165 Nicholas. 619 00:46:35,207 --> 00:46:36,581 Why do you do this? 620 00:46:39,957 --> 00:46:43,207 I don't want you to hurt yourself. Do you understand me? 621 00:46:44,123 --> 00:46:45,415 I don't hurt myself. 622 00:46:45,499 --> 00:46:48,748 Look at those scars. That's what I call hurting yourself! 623 00:46:49,581 --> 00:46:50,873 It's the opposite. 624 00:46:50,957 --> 00:46:52,415 What do you mean, "the opposite"? 625 00:46:53,207 --> 00:46:55,457 -Nothing. -No, no. Explain it to me. 626 00:46:57,873 --> 00:46:59,665 Explain it to me, Nicholas! 627 00:47:01,082 --> 00:47:02,998 It relieves me. 628 00:47:04,082 --> 00:47:05,207 Relieves you of what? 629 00:47:09,249 --> 00:47:11,290 It relieves you of what, Nicholas? 630 00:47:16,207 --> 00:47:17,415 When I'm in pain... 631 00:47:18,623 --> 00:47:19,748 ...it's a way to... 632 00:47:22,165 --> 00:47:23,581 ...way to channel the pain. 633 00:47:24,915 --> 00:47:25,915 But what pain? 634 00:47:26,581 --> 00:47:29,332 Nicholas, a way to channel what pain? 635 00:47:38,581 --> 00:47:42,290 I don't want you to do this anymore. I forbid you to do this. 636 00:47:42,374 --> 00:47:43,457 Is that clear? 637 00:47:44,623 --> 00:47:46,540 -Is that clear? -Yes. 638 00:47:50,623 --> 00:47:53,873 There are some things in life you just don't do. 639 00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,290 -Was it Beth who found it? -Doesn't matter. 640 00:48:00,957 --> 00:48:02,540 What was she doing searching through my stuff? 641 00:48:02,623 --> 00:48:03,998 She's not searching through your stuff. 642 00:48:04,082 --> 00:48:06,623 She was kind enough to make your bed. Since you never make it yourself. 643 00:48:07,915 --> 00:48:09,623 You took a knife out of the kitchen-- 644 00:48:09,706 --> 00:48:12,207 No. At first, I just wanted to have something to defend myself with. 645 00:48:12,290 --> 00:48:1