Wander Darkly

397 00:32:57,726 --> 00:33:00,092 You promised you'd stay with me. 398 00:33:00,187 --> 00:33:02,223 I've been doing some research. 399 00:33:02,314 --> 00:33:06,148 It's kind of crazy what happens to people after trauma. 400 00:33:06,234 --> 00:33:08,691 I mean, what they experience, you know? 401 00:33:08,778 --> 00:33:10,439 Makes sense that you feel off. 402 00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:13,146 - Off? - Yeah. 403 00:33:13,241 --> 00:33:15,983 What do you think happens when you die? 404 00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:19,236 - Nothing. - What if it's bad? 405 00:33:19,331 --> 00:33:24,542 Painful, some extension or manifestation of your fears and your failings? 406 00:33:24,628 --> 00:33:25,913 Hey. 407 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:27,982 Of your last moments, again and again and again and again? 408 00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:29,837 No. No, no. Uh, wait. 409 00:33:31,384 --> 00:33:34,171 It can't just be an insular emotional repetition. 410 00:33:35,180 --> 00:33:39,048 I mean, if it's not nothing, it's gotta be something bigger than that, right? 411 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:44,519 We're space dust. Right? 412 00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:47,063 So we just go back to that, to be part of everything. 413 00:33:47,150 --> 00:33:50,642 - The water, the trees. - "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust." 414 00:33:50,737 --> 00:33:54,070 If you want to get catholic about it, yeah. 415 00:33:54,157 --> 00:33:56,523 When you die, Adrienne... 416 00:33:57,702 --> 00:33:58,987 But you're not dead yet. 417 00:34:00,914 --> 00:34:03,701 I think I'm here to get you to step up and take care of Ellie. 418 00:34:03,792 --> 00:34:05,811 - We talked about this. - I saw it, and you weren't there. 419 00:34:05,835 --> 00:34:07,996 - Hey, stop it. - I saw her, and you weren't there. 420 00:34:08,088 --> 00:34:10,750 So maybe you are lying, and that's why I'm stuck here. 421 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,707 - I wouldn't lie about that. Wait. - And that's why I'm still here. 422 00:34:13,802 --> 00:34:14,962 No. 423 00:34:16,596 --> 00:34:20,555 I know you're always the fixer, always in control, but... 424 00:34:22,227 --> 00:34:24,218 You gotta trust me on this one. Hmm? 425 00:34:25,605 --> 00:34:28,438 When I go, you'll be a good dad. 426 00:34:28,525 --> 00:34:30,336 - You're gonna learn to braid hair... - Hey, stop. 427 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:31,504 - And sing lullabies. - Okay. 428 00:34:31,528 --> 00:34:33,359 - She's gonna need you. - Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. 429 00:34:35,824 --> 00:34:37,735 I et's talk about what's real. 430 00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:40,237 What really happened. 431 00:34:42,414 --> 00:34:43,699 Okay? 432 00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:49,409 Mexico. A happy memory. 433 00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,123 - It's okay. - Don't. 434 00:34:55,218 --> 00:34:56,628 It's okay. 435 00:35:12,902 --> 00:35:15,644 - I just met your family. - Uh-huh. 436 00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:18,734 They loved you. 437 00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:21,157 I'm so glad you made us do this trip. 438 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:25,157 Afterwards. You were always glad afterwards. 439 00:35:25,248 --> 00:35:28,615 Well, how could I ever imagine it was going to be so... 440 00:35:28,710 --> 00:35:30,871 - Magical. - It was. 441 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:35,542 I could see our whole life, just this... 442 00:35:35,634 --> 00:35:39,126 Beautiful adventure carved out on the horizon. 443 00:35:41,014 --> 00:35:44,302 You made me rethink everything I thought I knew about what I wanted. 444 00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:55,559 Jj 445 00:35:59,783 --> 00:36:02,616 - Will they come? - Yeah, they're coming. 446 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:11,960 Herel 447 00:36:14,297 --> 00:36:17,209 whoa! Wow! 448 00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:22,173 Yay! 449 00:36:23,765 --> 00:36:25,201 Right here! Right here! Right here! 450 00:36:25,225 --> 00:36:27,181 Wow! 451 00:36:27,268 --> 00:36:29,509 There! 452 00:36:29,604 --> 00:36:31,595 Jj 453 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:49,662 Gracias. 454 00:36:56,381 --> 00:36:57,746 And then we died. 455 00:36:59,175 --> 00:37:01,757 Hostel: Mexico, straight to DVD. 456 00:37:10,061 --> 00:37:13,553 I have told this story so many times, it's almost like it's a fantasy. 457 00:37:14,566 --> 00:37:17,433 This was real. This is real. 458 00:37:26,619 --> 00:37:28,735 I could stay in this place forever. 459 00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,784 I so wanted you to propose. 460 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:34,199 I was going to. 461 00:37:35,211 --> 00:37:37,497 - What? - Yeah. 462 00:37:37,589 --> 00:37:39,671 I even looked at rings and everything, but... 463 00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:42,791 I thought you'd be mad. I didn't have a ring. 464 00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:45,172 No, I wouldn't have. I wouldn't have been mad. 465 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:47,379 Yes, you would. 466 00:37:47,474 --> 00:37:50,466 Hey. Hey. 467 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,267 Okay, I didn't propose, but you remember what I said? 468 00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:59,148 I want to kiss you at the end of every day for the rest of my life. 469 00:38:01,112