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00:32:44,866 --> 00:32:47,535 Do you drive full-time? 307 00:32:47,635 --> 00:32:49,436 No, I'm a musician. 308 00:32:53,407 --> 00:32:56,143 -You okay? -Oh. I'm grand. Thanks, Matty. 309 00:32:59,146 --> 00:33:02,249 But you can't live by your music. 310 00:33:02,349 --> 00:33:05,152 I do this, I do that. 311 00:33:09,691 --> 00:33:11,358 Good for you, Matty. 312 00:34:12,386 --> 00:34:14,522 How do you sleep? 313 00:34:14,622 --> 00:34:16,056 Not well. 314 00:34:16,156 --> 00:34:18,660 You move in your sleep? Your legs move? 315 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:20,460 Yes, they do. How -- 316 00:34:20,562 --> 00:34:23,698 -You can tell that? -Mm-hmm. The muscle. 317 00:34:23,798 --> 00:34:25,465 Do you dream at night? 318 00:34:25,567 --> 00:34:30,103 Always. Vivid dreams. It's always night. 319 00:34:30,203 --> 00:34:33,841 I've lost my bag or I can't find the bus stop. 320 00:34:33,942 --> 00:34:35,910 Do you dream? 321 00:34:36,010 --> 00:34:37,512 I dream of the desert often. 322 00:34:37,612 --> 00:34:41,950 - Hmm. - And being underwater. 323 00:34:42,050 --> 00:34:43,785 You need weight-bearing exercises 324 00:34:43,885 --> 00:34:47,120 for strengthening and endurance. 325 00:34:47,220 --> 00:34:50,457 My whole life has been endurance. 326 00:34:50,558 --> 00:34:55,563 Oh, my first enemy and adversary is endurance. 327 00:34:59,601 --> 00:35:02,070 Everything hurts. 328 00:35:02,169 --> 00:35:07,240 <i>Lo se. Lo se.</i> But you are strong. 329 00:35:30,197 --> 00:35:33,300 'Fia? I'm ready for bed. 330 00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:35,703 Will you lock us in? 331 00:36:35,763 --> 00:36:41,703 Julieta gave me these yoga poses. 332 00:36:41,803 --> 00:36:44,105 I remember this book was in the library. 333 00:36:44,204 --> 00:36:45,873 It was from the '70s. 334 00:36:45,973 --> 00:36:48,576 Look, it's the lion's pose. 335 00:36:48,676 --> 00:36:50,545 Oh. 336 00:36:52,345 --> 00:36:53,981 -Very good one. -Jesus. 337 00:36:56,617 --> 00:36:57,785 Hmm. 338 00:36:57,885 --> 00:37:01,022 Do you think you'll ever finish your studies? 339 00:37:01,122 --> 00:37:03,457 Yeah, of course I will. 340 00:37:03,558 --> 00:37:06,761 Yeah. It's just you find it difficult to finish things. 341 00:37:34,956 --> 00:37:39,292 It's my favorite fabric 'cause it's alive like a bird. 342 00:37:43,931 --> 00:37:45,432 "Beloved." 343 00:37:45,533 --> 00:37:49,103 I thought of my little sister when I worked on it. 344 00:37:49,203 --> 00:37:52,140 Hannah. 345 00:37:52,240 --> 00:37:54,374 Hannah? 346 00:37:55,977 --> 00:37:58,713 She's... 347 00:37:58,813 --> 00:38:01,783 ...in Dusseldorf. 348 00:38:01,883 --> 00:38:04,752 She's younger than me. 349 00:38:04,852 --> 00:38:06,386 Much younger. 350 00:38:16,296 --> 00:38:19,867 I couldn't really wake up today. 351 00:38:19,967 --> 00:38:21,569 I had a... 352 00:38:24,172 --> 00:38:25,973 I had a bad day. 353 00:38:36,017 --> 00:38:37,752 Hi. 354 00:39:05,478 --> 00:39:07,114 Mm. 355 00:39:08,950 --> 00:39:11,185 It's so weird. 356 00:39:11,285 --> 00:39:13,120 The branches are screwed on. 357 00:39:13,221 --> 00:39:16,190 Look, here and here. 358 00:39:16,290 --> 00:39:18,125 Yeah. 359 00:39:20,493 --> 00:39:23,430 -Maybe for a film? -Yeah. 360 00:39:24,866 --> 00:39:28,368 I'm just quite sad it's not real. 361 00:39:28,468 --> 00:39:30,504 It's real. 362 00:39:33,708 --> 00:39:35,810 I love the desert. 363 00:39:35,910 --> 00:39:38,478 When I was a child, I wanted to live in the desert. 364 00:39:38,579 --> 00:39:41,448 -You did? -In the Sahara with a camel. 365 00:39:41,549 --> 00:39:44,252 Really? Why? Why the Sahara? 366 00:39:44,352 --> 00:39:47,955 The name -- Sahara. 367 00:39:49,657 --> 00:39:51,559 Were you happy as a kid? 368 00:39:53,661 --> 00:39:55,462 Are you happy now? 369 00:40:01,235 --> 00:40:05,472 What did you want when you were growing up? 370 00:40:11,979 --> 00:40:13,781 A crazy bicycle, 371 00:40:13,881 --> 00:40:16,817 red shoes, 372 00:40:16,918 --> 00:40:20,021 a cat. 373 00:40:20,121 --> 00:40:21,756 Any friends? 374 00:40:26,594 --> 00:40:30,031 I like to stay to myself. 375 00:40:30,131 --> 00:40:32,133 Why? 376 00:40:32,233 --> 00:40:34,201 Why not? 377 00:40:37,038 --> 00:40:39,206 Must have been a reason. 378 00:40:39,307 --> 00:40:41,275 Stop doing that. 379 00:40:41,375 --> 00:40:44,378 Stop what? 380 00:40:44,477 --> 00:40:48,049 Pinning me down like one of your butterflies. 381 00:40:49,050 --> 00:40:51,852 -Needling to the wall. -I don't do that. 382 00:40:54,855 --> 00:40:59,727 Like your woman who studied the teenagers on the islands. 383 00:40:59,827 --> 00:41:02,363 She should have left the teenagers alone 384 00:41:02,462 --> 00:41:04,966 and studied herself instead. 385 00:41:05,066 --> 00:41: