Before Sunset

Well, maybe it's just a sense of entitlement. 659 00:28:20,223 --> 00:28:21,815 You know, like whenever you feel like you 660 00:28:21,816 --> 00:28:24,538 deserve that new pair of shoes, you know. 661 00:28:24,539 --> 00:28:26,759 It's ok to want things as long as you don't get pissed off 662 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:27,972 if you don't get them. 663 00:28:27,973 --> 00:28:29,580 - Yeah. - Right, life's hard. 664 00:28:29,581 --> 00:28:30,717 It's suppose to be. 665 00:28:30,718 --> 00:28:33,371 If we didn't suffer, we wouldn't learn a thing, you know? 666 00:28:35,388 --> 00:28:37,186 So, what? Are you a Buddhist or something? 667 00:28:38,018 --> 00:28:38,962 No. 668 00:28:38,963 --> 00:28:40,481 No? Why not? 669 00:28:41,174 --> 00:28:42,620 I don't know, I... 670 00:28:42,621 --> 00:28:45,455 Same reason I don't consider myself anything, really. 671 00:28:46,351 --> 00:28:48,300 Yeah, I know. I decided a long time ago that 672 00:28:48,301 --> 00:28:49,828 I was gonna to be open to everything, 673 00:28:49,829 --> 00:28:53,139 but, not buy into any one-and-only belief system. 674 00:28:54,165 --> 00:28:55,476 I went to this... 675 00:28:55,477 --> 00:28:57,550 trapist monastery, a couple of years ago. 676 00:28:57,551 --> 00:28:58,620 Trapist? 677 00:28:58,621 --> 00:29:00,814 Yeah, they're Catholics, Cistercians. 678 00:29:02,053 --> 00:29:03,035 Why did you do that? 679 00:29:03,036 --> 00:29:05,396 Why? I had just been doing some reading, I guess... 680 00:29:05,397 --> 00:29:06,885 I don't know, I thought it'd be cool. 681 00:29:07,548 --> 00:29:09,809 Have you ever spent any time with any monks and nuns? 682 00:29:09,810 --> 00:29:10,814 No... 683 00:29:10,815 --> 00:29:12,248 It's not really my style. 684 00:29:12,249 --> 00:29:12,816 No? 685 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:17,952 I expected them to be all glowering and stern, but they weren't... 686 00:29:17,953 --> 00:29:20,831 they were really quick to laugh, really easy to be around. 687 00:29:20,832 --> 00:29:23,214 Seriously, very attuned to everything. 688 00:29:23,215 --> 00:29:24,130 They were just... 689 00:29:24,131 --> 00:29:26,309 You know, they weren't trying to hustle anybody. 690 00:29:26,310 --> 00:29:29,849 They're trying to live and die, in peace with God, you know, 691 00:29:29,850 --> 00:29:32,039 or whatever part of them they feel is eternal. 692 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:34,347 It was just so refreshing to be around. 693 00:29:34,348 --> 00:29:36,719 You know, you realize that most of the people that you meet 694 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,702 are trying to get somewhere better, 695 00:29:38,703 --> 00:29:40,893 you know, they're trying to make a little bit more cash, 696 00:29:40,894 --> 00:29:44,007 trying to get a little more respect, have more people admire them, you know, 697 00:29:44,008 --> 00:29:45,246 It's just exhausting! 698 00:29:45,247 --> 00:29:48,261 You know, it's exhausting to be one of those people yourself. 699 00:29:48,262 --> 00:29:49,967 I mean, there I... there I am, right, 700 00:29:49,968 --> 00:29:51,863 you know, all greedy to be more spiritual, 701 00:29:51,864 --> 00:29:53,270 you know, I wanna be a better person. 702 00:29:53,814 --> 00:29:54,807 You can't escape! 703 00:29:56,050 --> 00:29:57,257 I had this... 704 00:29:57,258 --> 00:29:58,901 this boyfriend of mine, 705 00:29:59,416 --> 00:30:01,597 many years ago, that wanted to be a Buddhist, and... 706 00:30:02,630 --> 00:30:05,207 so he went to Asia to visit some of this monasteries. 707 00:30:05,208 --> 00:30:07,013 Yeah, I thought about doing that, too. 708 00:30:07,014 --> 00:30:08,819 Yeah, you should. I'll tell you why. 709 00:30:08,820 --> 00:30:10,322 Aaa, he was quite good looking, 710 00:30:10,323 --> 00:30:12,512 and, each time he went to one of those monasteries, 711 00:30:12,513 --> 00:30:14,342 a monk offered to suck his cock. 712 00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:16,050 True story... 713 00:30:17,557 --> 00:30:19,982 Well, then, it all comes down to that, doesn't it? 714 00:30:20,597 --> 00:30:22,893 I mean, I think that's why I really admire what you're doing. 715 00:30:23,743 --> 00:30:25,184 What do you mean, sucking cock? 716 00:30:25,185 --> 00:30:26,185 Ah, no... 717 00:30:29,330 --> 00:30:30,632 I was gonna say... 718 00:30:30,633 --> 00:30:32,753 you know, you're not detached... from life. 719 00:30:32,754 --> 00:30:35,227 You know, you're putting your passion into action. 720 00:30:35,228 --> 00:30:36,431 Well... 721 00:30:36,432 --> 00:30:37,636 I try. 722 00:30:38,825 --> 00:30:40,012 You know something, 723 00:30:40,013 --> 00:30:41,013 I'm... 724 00:30:41,014 --> 00:30:42,944 I'm gonna be on planes, and like, an airport 725 00:30:42,945 --> 00:30:43,945 for the next 8 hours. 726 00:30:44,653 --> 00:30:45...