A Mouthful of Air

Okay. Good. I'm gonna have Barbara take some blood, 403 00:36:24,265 --> 00:36:26,017 have you pee in a cup. You know the drill. 404 00:36:26,100 --> 00:36:27,143 Okay. 405 00:36:27,226 --> 00:36:28,603 And I'll be back in a minute. 406 00:36:31,843 --> 00:36:32,857 Okay. 407 00:36:53,189 --> 00:36:54,253 When? 408 00:36:57,676 --> 00:36:58,716 October. 409 00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:05,431 October is soon. 410 00:37:10,811 --> 00:37:12,313 Some bread crumbs. 411 00:37:12,855 --> 00:37:14,565 Good, good. Okay. 412 00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:16,892 Yeah. 413 00:37:18,766 --> 00:37:21,113 Didn't know there were so many bread crumbs. 414 00:37:25,701 --> 00:37:27,703 Isn't that the same thing? Same thing. 415 00:37:28,848 --> 00:37:29,872 Okay. 416 00:37:30,665 --> 00:37:33,070 I'll just get these. No, I'll get these. Okay. 417 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:34,627 And vanilla extract, 418 00:37:34,957 --> 00:37:37,964 and then we have soda water, and then we're done. 419 00:37:43,594 --> 00:37:45,554 I gotta get some water for Daddy. 420 00:37:46,097 --> 00:37:47,792 He loves fizzy water. 421 00:37:47,835 --> 00:37:49,141 You can help me out. 422 00:37:50,476 --> 00:37:52,979 There's a lot of options here. 423 00:37:55,314 --> 00:37:57,358 It's not that hard. Okay. 424 00:38:02,957 --> 00:38:05,187 The store will be closing shortly. 425 00:38:09,537 --> 00:38:12,164 Oh, this isn't that hard. It's not that hard. 426 00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:17,336 Ma'am? 427 00:38:18,374 --> 00:38:19,380 Ma'am. 428 00:38:20,339 --> 00:38:21,373 Ma'am. 429 00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,468 Ma'am, you haven't paid yet. 430 00:38:25,886 --> 00:38:27,219 Ma'am, you have to pay. 431 00:38:28,889 --> 00:38:30,016 Let go of the lemon, baby. 432 00:38:30,099 --> 00:38:31,559 Come on. Good boy. 433 00:38:32,101 --> 00:38:33,706 Teddy, we didn't pay for that. 434 00:39:11,305 --> 00:39:12,349 Hey. 435 00:39:35,998 --> 00:39:40,711 Here to see Dr Sylvester. It's Julie Davis. I'm Ethan Davis. 436 00:39:41,754 --> 00:39:44,465 I understand what you're saying, but I just can't do it. 437 00:39:45,141 --> 00:39:47,343 I didn't have a glass of wine or a Diet Coke 438 00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,137 when I was pregnant with Teddy. Didn't have coffee or cigarettes. 439 00:39:50,221 --> 00:39:52,761 If you were diabetic, would you stop taking medicine? 440 00:39:52,805 --> 00:39:54,809 That's not the same thing. 441 00:39:57,186 --> 00:40:00,133 This feels like a conversation, guys, but it isn't. 442 00:40:00,786 --> 00:40:03,234 Okay? You have to stay on the antidepressant. 443 00:40:04,568 --> 00:40:05,778 You can go off the drug, 444 00:40:05,861 --> 00:40:08,464 and your pregnancy hormones might protect you. 445 00:40:08,487 --> 00:40:11,033 But after, when you go back on, it might not work. 446 00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:12,785 Or it might take too long to work. 447 00:40:13,494 --> 00:40:15,579 That's not a risk to take. Is it? 448 00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:19,500 Now, I know you're a very strong woman. 449 00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:21,293 I know you want that to be enough. 450 00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:26,340 But you can be as strong as Hercules himself, 451 00:40:26,423 --> 00:40:29,135 and if you fall into a pool and you don't know how to swim, 452 00:40:29,218 --> 00:40:30,234 you'll drown. 453 00:40:31,470 --> 00:40:32,847 But I know how to swim. 454 00:40:34,348 --> 00:40:37,922 You know, when I was in college, I fancied myself a poet 455 00:40:37,935 --> 00:40:39,937 because I was dating a poet in my junior year. 456 00:40:40,437 --> 00:40:44,009 And we used to read poems to each other every night before bed. 457 00:40:44,043 --> 00:40:46,735 And one night, my lady friend read me 458 00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:48,654 this poem. 459 00:40:49,905 --> 00:40:52,741 It made quite an impression on me. 460 00:40:53,534 --> 00:40:57,418 Your small brother is making his balloon squeak like a cat. 461 00:40:57,762 --> 00:40:58,796 Seeming to see 462 00:40:58,819 --> 00:41:01,917 a funny pink world he might like to eat on the other side of it, 463 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,712 he bites, then sits back, 464 00:41:04,795 --> 00:41:06,046 fat jug 465 00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:08,716 contemplating a world clear as water. 466 00:41:08,799 --> 00:41:12,595 A red shred in his little fist. 467 00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:16,557 I knew I could spend the rest of my life trying, 468 00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:18,976 I'd never write a line as good as that. 469 00:41:19,852 --> 00:41:22,529 That's one of the last poems that Sylvia Plath wrote 470 00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:23,772 before taking her life. 471 00:41:24,356 --> 00:41:25,524 I can remember thinking, 472 00:41:25,608 --> 00:41:30,988 How does someone who sees that much life and hope in a balloon 473 00:41:31,071 --> 00