Am I OK?

588 00:26:41,244 --> 00:26:43,145 When you're abroad, everything's different. 589 00:26:43,146 --> 00:26:45,647 Everything is different when you're abroad. 590 00:26:45,648 --> 00:26:47,750 I can't wait to meet Jane's family! 591 00:26:49,383 --> 00:26:51,719 - Isn't Kat the best? - She's the best. 592 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:53,021 You hate her. 593 00:26:53,022 --> 00:26:55,523 I don't hate her, but she's just a lot. 594 00:26:55,524 --> 00:26:57,059 Yeah, but I like it. 595 00:26:57,060 --> 00:26:59,161 You gals are gonna have fun in London, aren't you? 596 00:26:59,162 --> 00:27:02,497 Oh, I almost forgot. I got muffins. 597 00:27:02,498 --> 00:27:04,333 Ooh! 598 00:27:05,466 --> 00:27:07,469 - Bluebs? - A bluebs and a bran. 599 00:27:07,470 --> 00:27:10,872 We each have half of one now and half when we're done. 600 00:27:10,873 --> 00:27:12,507 I can't have a whole one now? 601 00:27:12,508 --> 00:27:14,109 No, half and half. 602 00:27:14,110 --> 00:27:15,577 And then we have a snack waiting for us when we're done. 603 00:27:15,578 --> 00:27:16,744 It's the smart way to do it. 604 00:27:16,745 --> 00:27:18,280 It's the controlling way to do it. 605 00:27:18,281 --> 00:27:20,482 I'm the thoughtful one who bought muffins. 606 00:27:20,483 --> 00:27:22,617 Which one do you want? 607 00:27:22,618 --> 00:27:24,152 Bran or bluebs? 608 00:27:24,153 --> 00:27:25,420 Bran, obviously. 609 00:27:25,421 --> 00:27:27,290 End with the bluebs. 610 00:27:29,390 --> 00:27:31,226 I guess I'll have bran. 611 00:27:31,227 --> 00:27:33,128 We need to figure out your type. 612 00:27:33,129 --> 00:27:34,396 No, no. 613 00:27:34,397 --> 00:27:36,031 Why does she touch me so much? 614 00:27:36,032 --> 00:27:37,966 - You mean Brit-Brit? - Yeah. 615 00:27:37,967 --> 00:27:40,635 'Cause she wants to have sex with you. 616 00:27:40,636 --> 00:27:43,638 It's like way more than normal. 617 00:27:43,639 --> 00:27:44,839 Look, here's the bottom line. 618 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:45,974 You can use this chick 619 00:27:45,975 --> 00:27:47,309 - as a sexual portal. - Why? 620 00:27:47,310 --> 00:27:48,977 But this isn't a lasting relationship. 621 00:27:48,978 --> 00:27:50,278 Touch her stuff, roll around. 622 00:27:50,279 --> 00:27:51,746 Then we've got to get you on those apps 623 00:27:51,747 --> 00:27:52,948 so people know their way around your area. 624 00:27:52,949 --> 00:27:54,482 I do not want to do that. 625 00:27:54,483 --> 00:27:56,118 Can I ask you something? 626 00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:59,454 Why don't you think you have to date like everyone else? 627 00:27:59,455 --> 00:28:01,189 No one's gonna ring on your doorbell one day, 628 00:28:01,190 --> 00:28:02,657 looking for a wishy-washy lesbian 629 00:28:02,658 --> 00:28:04,026 who might want to try some stuff. 630 00:28:04,027 --> 00:28:06,194 You don't know that for sure. 631 00:28:06,195 --> 00:28:08,463 Come on, two at a time. Squeeze your cheeks. 632 00:28:08,464 --> 00:28:10,898 This is different. 633 00:28:10,899 --> 00:28:12,267 How is it different? 634 00:28:12,268 --> 00:28:14,836 Because, what if somebody I know is on there 635 00:28:14,837 --> 00:28:16,939 and then they're like, "What? She's gay?" 636 00:28:16,940 --> 00:28:19,674 - Then what? - Then everybody knows. 637 00:28:19,675 --> 00:28:21,443 Great! 638 00:28:21,444 --> 00:28:22,810 It's not like people know you 639 00:28:22,811 --> 00:28:25,280 as this tried and true heterosexual. 640 00:28:25,281 --> 00:28:28,750 You never let anyone set you up, you don't date. 641 00:28:28,751 --> 00:28:30,118 People will be like, 642 00:28:30,119 --> 00:28:32,320 "Oh, good. She figured it out." 643 00:28:32,321 --> 00:28:34,022 Do you think people are thinking that? 644 00:28:34,023 --> 00:28:35,457 I don't know! 645 00:28:35,458 --> 00:28:38,927 Everyone is just gonna want you to be happy. 646 00:28:38,928 --> 00:28:41,329 What if I'm not meant to be happy? 647 00:28:41,330 --> 00:28:43,165 Oh, my God. 648 00:28:43,166 --> 00:28:46,101 I'm running up there, and I am not coming back down. 649 00:28:46,102 --> 00:28:47,136 Fine. 650 00:28:49,537 --> 00:28:51,439 I'm sitting here. 651 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,041 Have I ever been happy? 652 00:28:53,042 --> 00:28:55,510 I don't even know what makes me happy. 653 00:28:55,511 --> 00:28:57,645 I'm nervous all the time. 654 00:28:57,646 --> 00:29:00,415 And I'm scared of everything. 655 00:29:00,416 --> 00:29:02,184 Lucy, these are lame fucking excuses 656 00:29:02,185 --> 00:29:04,452 so you don't have to step outside of your comfort zone. 657 00:29:04,453 --> 00:29:06,354 You're more than capable of being happy. 658 00:29:06,355 --> 00:29:08,423 Don't spew that bullshit at me. 659 00:29:08,424 --> 00:29:12,394 I'm being vulner...