Yes, God, Yes

00:24:17,656 --> 00:24:20,157 She's the star of our family. 383 00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:23,224 One time, I came home at 2:00 a.m.... 384 00:24:23,257 --> 00:24:26,190 three hours past my curfew. 385 00:24:29,890 --> 00:24:32,324 And no one even noticed. 386 00:24:32,356 --> 00:24:36,289 It felt like no one cared 387 00:24:36,323 --> 00:24:40,289 if I was there or not. 388 00:24:40,323 --> 00:24:41,923 Um... 389 00:24:41,957 --> 00:24:43,590 Uh... 390 00:24:43,623 --> 00:24:46,223 I'd now like to play my first song. 391 00:24:46,256 --> 00:24:48,189 [music playing] 392 00:24:56,323 --> 00:25:00,856 <i>♪ You don't notice me standing here ♪</i> 393 00:25:00,889 --> 00:25:04,056 <i>♪ Wishing you could somehow feel ♪</i> 394 00:25:04,089 --> 00:25:06,256 <i>♪ I just wish that you could feel ♪</i> 395 00:25:06,289 --> 00:25:09,590 Last fall, Melissa came to pick me up 396 00:25:09,622 --> 00:25:11,956 from a friend's house to take me home. 397 00:25:11,989 --> 00:25:17,655 <i>♪ And each day we were born ♪</i> 398 00:25:17,689 --> 00:25:22,256 And the next thing I remember is waking up in the hospital 399 00:25:22,289 --> 00:25:24,123 being told that we were in an accident 400 00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:27,922 and that I had three broken ribs... 401 00:25:27,956 --> 00:25:30,023 [sobbing] 402 00:25:30,056 --> 00:25:32,756 And the first thought I had was... 403 00:25:34,789 --> 00:25:36,789 [sobbing] 404 00:25:36,822 --> 00:25:42,756 Maybe my parents will finally start to notice me. 405 00:25:42,789 --> 00:25:45,789 [sobbing] 406 00:25:45,822 --> 00:25:48,188 Melissa was fine but... 407 00:25:48,222 --> 00:25:50,288 my parents were still obsessed with her. 408 00:25:50,322 --> 00:25:56,188 It felt like they blamed me for the accident. 409 00:25:56,222 --> 00:25:59,955 That if she hadn't had to come and pick me up, 410 00:25:59,988 --> 00:26:03,088 she wouldn't have missed her Science Bowl nationals. 411 00:26:03,122 --> 00:26:07,155 But then, I came on to this retreat... 412 00:26:07,188 --> 00:26:08,688 [sniffles] 413 00:26:08,721 --> 00:26:13,688 And I realized that God loves me... 414 00:26:13,721 --> 00:26:16,155 my friends love me... 415 00:26:16,188 --> 00:26:19,554 and... 416 00:26:19,588 --> 00:26:20,554 [chuckles] 417 00:26:20,588 --> 00:26:23,554 I love me too. 418 00:26:27,122 --> 00:26:30,154 [chuckles] 419 00:26:33,654 --> 00:26:35,621 [crickets chirping] 420 00:26:40,855 --> 00:26:42,121 [sighs] 421 00:26:48,321 --> 00:26:52,920 [beeping] 422 00:26:58,087 --> 00:26:59,987 [chiming loudly] 423 00:27:15,121 --> 00:27:17,787 [beeping] 424 00:27:26,286 --> 00:27:28,186 [vibrates] 425 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,653 [vibrates] 426 00:27:51,286 --> 00:27:53,719 [vibrates] 427 00:27:53,753 --> 00:27:56,186 [moans] 428 00:27:56,220 --> 00:28:00,153 - [vibrating] - [moaning] 429 00:28:19,119 --> 00:28:20,652 [sighs] 430 00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:27,452 Weep the Second 431 00:28:27,786 --> 00:28:28,952 [indistinct chatter] 432 00:28:28,985 --> 00:28:30,852 OK, guys, circle up, circle up. 433 00:28:35,686 --> 00:28:37,686 Now, this is one of my favorite songs, 434 00:28:37,718 --> 00:28:40,685 and while you're listening, I want you to imagine 435 00:28:40,718 --> 00:28:44,685 that the eyes in the song are Jesus's eyes. 436 00:28:47,718 --> 00:28:49,685 [music playing] 437 00:29:09,651 --> 00:29:10,785 <i>♪ Love ♪</i> 438 00:29:13,718 --> 00:29:19,585 <i>♪ I get so lost sometimes ♪</i> 439 00:29:19,618 --> 00:29:24,851 <i>♪ Days pass ♪</i> 440 00:29:24,884 --> 00:29:30,817 <i>♪ And this emptiness fills my heart ♪</i> 441 00:29:30,851 --> 00:29:34,650 <i>♪ When I want to run away ♪</i> 442 00:29:34,684 --> 00:29:37,650 [indistinct chatter] 443 00:29:39,817 --> 00:29:41,784 Would you look at how these gorgeous pines 444 00:29:41,817 --> 00:29:44,285 contrast against the blue sky?! 445 00:29:44,319 --> 00:29:47,817 Isn't God's paint palette just magnificent? 446 00:29:47,851 --> 00:29:50,018 [Laura] So did I tell you Nina told me she liked my hair 447 00:29:50,051 --> 00:29:52,219 - this morning at breakfast? - Mm-hmm. 448 00:29:52,252 --> 00:29:54,184 She said she can't do it with her own hair 449 00:29:54,219 --> 00:29:56,617 because every time she tries it her hair gets all bumpy. 450 00:29:56,650 --> 00:29:59,018 So I said I could show her how I do it 451 00:29:59,051 --> 00:30:01,117 and she said she would invite me over sometime! 452 00:30:01,150 --> 00:30:02,650 Isn't that cool? 453 00:30:02,684 --> 00:30:04,117 Yeah. 454 00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:05,784 [gasps] 455 00:30:05,817 --> 00:30:10,584 I mean, you can come too, of course, if you want. 456 00:30:10,617 --> 00:30:12,050 Well, maybe I should ask Nina first 457 00:30:12,083 --> 00:30:13,883 if it's OK that you'r