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So what happened then? 812 00:41:12,887 --> 00:41:14,305 You really want to hear this shit? 813 00:41:14,889 --> 00:41:16,557 Yeah. Yeah, Patrick, I do. 814 00:41:25,024 --> 00:41:27,026 He offers to take me to get ice cream. 815 00:41:27,402 --> 00:41:30,405 And, you know, he's a priest. I'm a kid, so I go. 816 00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:34,575 Sure. So we're driving home and he... 817 00:41:37,537 --> 00:41:39,372 He starts patting my leg, 818 00:41:41,541 --> 00:41:43,918 you know, then 819 00:41:44,419 --> 00:41:49,424 his hand just slides right up, and he grabs my dick. 820 00:41:50,258 --> 00:41:54,721 You know, I just froze up. I was fucking petrified, I couldn't move. 821 00:41:55,930 --> 00:41:57,932 I didn't know what to do. I was just a little kid. 822 00:42:00,435 --> 00:42:01,436 Yeah. 823 00:42:06,232 --> 00:42:08,443 You know, I never even touched my ice cream. 824 00:42:08,860 --> 00:42:10,695 It just melted down my arm. 825 00:42:17,618 --> 00:42:18,953 Did you, um... 826 00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:21,873 Did you see him again after that? 827 00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,088 Yeah. 828 00:42:32,633 --> 00:42:35,136 All right. That's good. Let's stop there for now. 829 00:42:36,304 --> 00:42:37,472 Sure. 830 00:42:37,805 --> 00:42:40,767 He said it was a way to make me more comfortable with my body. 831 00:42:40,850 --> 00:42:41,851 Mmm. 832 00:42:42,310 --> 00:42:43,561 So what happened after that? 833 00:42:44,437 --> 00:42:46,397 Well, he took off his clothes, and he said, 834 00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:47,940 "I've been so depressed, 835 00:42:48,024 --> 00:42:50,276 "but maybe you can cheer me up and give me a blow job." 836 00:42:50,651 --> 00:42:52,153 Classy guy. 837 00:42:54,322 --> 00:42:56,032 And did you? Yeah. 838 00:42:57,366 --> 00:43:00,620 I know what you must be thinking, like, why would I ever do that 839 00:43:00,703 --> 00:43:03,539 to some creepy guy who's 30 years older than me, but... 840 00:43:03,790 --> 00:43:06,793 What you have to understand is that this is the first time in my life 841 00:43:06,876 --> 00:43:09,420 that someone told me that it was okay to be gay. Mmm-hmm. 842 00:43:09,504 --> 00:43:11,506 And it was a priest. Right. 843 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:16,010 So you had oral sex. Did you have intercourse? 844 00:43:17,136 --> 00:43:18,513 Yes. 845 00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,181 Not then, but later. 846 00:43:21,933 --> 00:43:24,018 It really messed me up. 847 00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:28,147 I'm sober now, but that... That was the beginning of it all. 848 00:43:31,067 --> 00:43:32,819 It's very confusing, you know, 849 00:43:33,945 --> 00:43:36,239 to be introduced to sex like that and then... 850 00:43:37,073 --> 00:43:39,075 And then to be attracted to men, it's... 851 00:43:42,829 --> 00:43:44,872 I'm sorry. I knew I was gonna do this. 852 00:43:44,956 --> 00:43:46,833 Oh, I'm sorry. Don't be sorry. 853 00:43:46,916 --> 00:43:48,835 It's okay, Joe. It's okay. 854 00:43:49,001 --> 00:43:50,962 Of course there is a church right there. 855 00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:53,172 And a playground. 856 00:43:53,923 --> 00:43:55,925 Joe, did you ever try and tell anyone? 857 00:43:56,467 --> 00:43:58,302 Like who? A priest? 858 00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:01,681 Can I use your phone? 859 00:44:01,764 --> 00:44:03,266 Yeah, sure. You know where it is. 860 00:44:04,475 --> 00:44:06,352 You can use my name if you want. 861 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,813 Thanks, Patrick. 862 00:44:09,355 --> 00:44:11,774 Don't thank me, just get these assholes, will you? 863 00:44:18,239 --> 00:44:20,241 He's one of the lucky ones. 864 00:44:21,367 --> 00:44:23,452 He's still alive. 865 00:44:31,252 --> 00:44:32,920 Do you want a cup of tea, Sacha? 866 00:44:33,087 --> 00:44:34,839 I'm okay, Nana. Thanks. Okay. 867 00:44:38,134 --> 00:44:39,844 <i>Hello.</i> Hi, Joe, it's Sacha Pfeiffer. 868 00:44:40,011 --> 00:44:43,264 <i>Hi, Sacha. How are you?</i> I'm good, thanks. 869 00:44:43,347 --> 00:44:46,184 Listen, Joe, I just wanted to follow up on one thing. 870 00:44:46,642 --> 00:44:48,769 You talked to Phil Saviano about all of this, right? 871 00:44:48,936 --> 00:44:51,564 <i>Yeah, I did. I went to a couple of SNAP meetings.</i> 872 00:44:51,647 --> 00:44:54,483 And did Phil ever suggest you do anything about it? 873 00:44:54,734 --> 00:44:55,818 <i>No.</i> 874 00:44:55,902 --> 00:44:57,445 <i>The meetings weren't really about that.</i> 875 00:44:57,612 --> 00:44:59,030 <i>I mean, a couple of them had gone to a lawyer,</i> 876 00:44:59,113 --> 00:45:01,157 <i>but I didn't think it was worth it.</i> 877 00:45:01,324 --> 00:45:02,450 Why not? 878 00:45:02,617 --> 00:45:04,202 <i>There were just so many forms to fill out.</i> 879 00:45:04,285 --> 00:45:05,703 <i>It was overwhelming, you know.</i> 880 00:45:05,786 -...