The Disappearance of Eleanor Rigby: Him

[I music playing over stereo from other room] 450 00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:14,245 [sighs] 451 00:30:18,120 --> 00:30:20,202 [music blaring] 452 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:24,606 H9)'- 453 00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:26,450 [turns volume down] 454 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:28,011 OK? 455 00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:30,561 - [rain falling] - Um... 456 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,446 I'm not here to approve... 457 00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,927 or disapprove... just so you know. 458 00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:38,684 Hm? 459 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:43,641 Your mother always gave me crap for never stepping up to the plate. 460 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:45,802 Uh... OK. What? 461 00:30:47,560 --> 00:30:50,291 She said I never stepped up. 462 00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:52,602 Uh, I'm sorry, what does that have to do with anything? 463 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:56,765 Well... you're a bit like me. 464 00:30:56,920 --> 00:31:00,208 No, I'm not. 465 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:04,046 No, I'm fucking not. 466 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:05,486 I stepped UP- 467 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:09,565 OK. So what else? 468 00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:12,204 Nothing. 469 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:14,089 Nothing. We don't have to keep talking. 470 00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:15,969 Yeah, but you're the one who came into the room. 471 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:18,168 Yeah, to turn down your stupid music. 472 00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:20,766 Oh. Every day... 473 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:23,810 I do one thing that makes me happy. 474 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,440 All right? One thing... and that is I... 475 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:30,047 listen to my stupid music while reading the stupid paper. 476 00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:32,607 And that's the best way I've found to deal with myself. 477 00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:34,649 SO just 478 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:39,446 back to the... guest room and count the fuckin' raindrops. 479 00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:42,206 "Count the fuckin' raindrops"? 480 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:43,600 [groans] 481 00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:46,889 I was never very good at this kind of thing. 482 00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:51,365 - [sets glass down hard] - [rainfall continues] 483 00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:53,807 OK. 484 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:56,964 It isn't yourjob to investigate 485 00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:00,886 the expansive memory that's called "the past" 486 00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:05,204 and judge what is right and what is... 487 00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:08,051 Seriously, what the fuck are you talking about? 488 00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:15,528 You shouldn't be interested in regretting things. 489 00:32:17,800 --> 00:32:21,486 I'm not. 490 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,404 [turns volume up] 491 00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:32,084 [ringtone playing] 492 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,849 Hey, Stu, what's up? 493 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,048 [whispering] I'm looking at her right now. 494 00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,168 Wait, wait, wait, I can't hear you, man. 495 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:45,166 I'm looking at her right now. 496 00:32:45,320 --> 00:32:47,004 Stu, I can't understand a word you're saying. 497 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:50,568 I'm looking at your wife. 498 00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:51,846 She's ordering food. 499 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:53,604 Where are you? 500 00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:55,967 The Smile. 501 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:58,925 Conor? Conor? 502 00:33:10,520 --> 00:33:12,045 [panfing] 503 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:16,929 Hey, hey. Where is she? 504 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:18,286 She left. 505 00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:19,601 What do you mean, she left? 506 00:33:19,760 --> 00:33:20,841 Exactly what it sounds like: shelefi. 507 00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:22,331 Why didn't you follow her? 508 00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:24,568 I'm not a creep. I'm not gonna follow her. 509 00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,484 [panfing] 510 00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:45,325 [low, indistinct chatter] 511 00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:56,521 [indistinct chatter] 512 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:13,964 Let's do this. 513 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:17,282 [professor] Most people could probably provide 514 00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:19,363 an intuitive answer to this question. 515 00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:22,205 At the bottom, the sense of self corresponds 516 00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:27,082 to that experience of ownership and impenetrability 517 00:34:27,240 --> 00:34:29,049 of one's thoughts, 518 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:32,522 of... one's internal dialogues, 519 00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:36,207 of one's affective states... 520 00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,089 that many, but not all, 521 00:34:38,240 --> 00:34:41,050 - of us have from infancy. - [Conor whispers] Hey. 522 00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:43,771 Can I borrow a piece of paper and a pen? 523 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,729 [professor] ...solitude is held as constituting... 524 00:34:45,880 --