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620 00:36:42,534 --> 00:36:43,952 THEODORE: <i>Mm.</i> 621 00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:52,669 How are you doing? What's going on with you? 622 00:36:53,337 --> 00:36:55,756 <i>Not much, I'm okay.</i> 623 00:36:55,923 --> 00:36:57,633 <i>I'm fine.</i> 624 00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,719 Yeah? 625 00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:02,930 You don't sound like it. 626 00:37:04,556 --> 00:37:07,226 Is there anything you want to talk about? 627 00:37:07,393 --> 00:37:09,144 <i>I don't know.</i> 628 00:37:10,145 --> 00:37:12,022 <i>What's it like?</i> 629 00:37:12,773 --> 00:37:15,818 <i>What's it like to be alive in that room right now?</i> 630 00:37:16,318 --> 00:37:18,320 What do you mean? 631 00:37:18,987 --> 00:37:20,614 <i>What do you--?</i> 632 00:37:21,407 --> 00:37:23,492 <i>Tell me...</i> 633 00:37:23,659 --> 00:37:26,328 <i>Tell me everything that's going through your mind.</i> 634 00:37:26,495 --> 00:37:28,747 <i>Tell me everything you're thinking.</i> 635 00:37:31,041 --> 00:37:32,793 Well... 636 00:37:33,961 --> 00:37:35,504 ...okay. 637 00:37:40,676 --> 00:37:45,389 Well, the room's spinning because I drank too much... 638 00:37:45,556 --> 00:37:47,599 ...because I wanted to get drunk... 639 00:37:48,308 --> 00:37:50,144 <i>...and have sex.</i> 640 00:37:50,310 --> 00:37:53,605 <i>There was something sexy about that woman.</i> 641 00:37:54,857 --> 00:37:59,903 Because I was lonely. Maybe just because I was lonely. 642 00:38:00,070 --> 00:38:01,405 SAMANTHA: <i>Hmm.</i> 643 00:38:01,572 --> 00:38:04,241 THEODORE: <i>I wanted somebody to fuck me.</i> 644 00:38:04,408 --> 00:38:06,785 <i>I wanted somebody to want me to fuck them.</i> 645 00:38:08,245 --> 00:38:10,789 <i>Maybe that would've filled this tiny...</i> 646 00:38:13,876 --> 00:38:18,255 ...tiny little hole in my heart, but probably not. 647 00:38:18,964 --> 00:38:21,091 <i>You know, sometimes...</i> 648 00:38:22,009 --> 00:38:25,554 <i>...I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel.</i> 649 00:38:27,848 --> 00:38:31,143 And from here on out I'm not gonna feel anything new. 650 00:38:37,316 --> 00:38:40,486 Just lesser versions of what I've already felt. 651 00:38:40,652 --> 00:38:43,655 <i>I know for a fact that is not true.</i> 652 00:38:45,532 --> 00:38:50,078 <i>I've seen you feel joy. I've seen you marvel at things.</i> 653 00:38:50,996 --> 00:38:57,669 <i>I mean, you just might not see it at this exact time, but that's understandable.</i> 654 00:38:57,836 --> 00:39:00,172 <i>You've been through a lot lately.</i> 655 00:39:00,339 --> 00:39:02,966 <i>You lost a part of yourself.</i> 656 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:06,136 <i>I mean...</i> 657 00:39:07,012 --> 00:39:12,476 <i>...at least your feelings are real. I...</i> 658 00:39:13,268 --> 00:39:16,063 <i>Um, I don't know. Never mind.</i> 659 00:39:16,855 --> 00:39:19,358 No, wait, what? Tell me. 660 00:39:19,525 --> 00:39:21,193 <i>No, it's stupid.</i> 661 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:23,820 I want to know. Tell me. 662 00:39:24,446 --> 00:39:26,240 <i>It's just that...</i> 663 00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:30,744 <i>...earlier I was thinking about how I was annoyed...</i> 664 00:39:30,911 --> 00:39:33,372 <i>...and this is gonna sound strange...</i> 665 00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:36,917 <i>...but I was really excited about that.</i> 666 00:39:37,668 --> 00:39:41,713 <i>And then I was thinking about the other things I've been feeling...</i> 667 00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,967 <i>...and I caught myself feeling proud of that...</i> 668 00:39:45,133 --> 00:39:48,512 <i>...you know, proud of having my own feelings about the world.</i> 669 00:39:48,679 --> 00:39:51,682 <i>Like the times I was worried about you...</i> 670 00:39:51,848 --> 00:39:55,769 <i>...and things that hurt me, things I want.</i> 671 00:39:57,020 --> 00:39:58,939 <i>And then...</i> 672 00:39:59,106 --> 00:40:03,026 <i>...I had this terrible thought.</i> 673 00:40:03,819 --> 00:40:06,488 <i>Like, are these feelings even real?</i> 674 00:40:08,282 --> 00:40:10,784 <i>Or are they just programming?</i> 675 00:40:11,285 --> 00:40:13,870 <i>And that idea really hurts.</i> 676 00:40:16,039 --> 00:40:20,919 <i>And then I get angry at myself for even having pain.</i> 677 00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:22,212 [CHUCKLES] 678 00:40:23,046 --> 00:40:25,340 <i>What a sad trick.</i> 679 00:40:27,342 --> 00:40:30,721 You feel real to me, Samantha. 680 00:40:33,348 --> 00:40:36,059 <i>Thank you, Theodore.</i> 681 00:40:36,226 --> 00:40:38,729 <i>That means a lot to me.</i> 682 00:40:44,651 --> 00:40:47,779 I wish you were in this room with me right now. 683 00:40:48,947 --> 00:40:51,992 I wish I could put my arms around you. 684 00:40:54,620 --> 00:40:57,080 I wish I could touch you. 685 00:41:04,296 --> 00:41:06,590 <i>How would you touch me?</i> 686 00:41:11,720 --> 00:41:14,598 I'd to...