Heartstopper Forever

and… there was nothing. 532 00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,440 I was nothing. 533 00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:09,040 {\an8}It wasn't your fault when I relapsed in January. 534 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,640 {\an8}-It was. -No, it wasn't. 535 00:37:10,720 --> 00:37:13,680 If I can't protect you, who even am I? 536 00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,040 If you don't need me anymore… 537 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:19,840 I do need you. 538 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:24,680 I need you because you're you. 539 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:27,120 And I love you. 540 00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,920 -See, now I feel like a dick. -Why? 541 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:32,560 'Cause you shared a feeling? 542 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:37,960 Do you need me? 543 00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:41,000 Yeah. 544 00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,120 Yeah. So much. 545 00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:56,400 Can we have sex? 546 00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:32,280 {\an8}And I know this is the third time we've "broken up," 547 00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:35,320 but I'm only using quotation marks because is it really a break-up 548 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,760 if we haven't literally said, "Let's break up"? 549 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,320 We're just temporarily not speaking. 550 00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:44,520 And we both know we'll get over it in a couple of weeks, so I'm not worried. 551 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,560 I'm not worried! 552 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:49,600 -I believe you. -You're looking at each other. 553 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:52,640 -I can sense-- -No, you don't sound worried at all. 554 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:57,320 Oi! What do you think you're doing? 555 00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,440 -We were just mucking around. -Yeah, it's just banter. 556 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,000 It didn't look like banter. It looked like bullying. 557 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,440 Leave. 558 00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,520 If I see you picking on anyone else again, I'll get you suspended. 559 00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:10,840 -You can't suspend us. -Try me. 560 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:20,560 You okay? 561 00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,800 Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 562 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,160 Those boys aren't gonna pick on you again, okay? 563 00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:32,160 They might. 564 00:39:32,760 --> 00:39:35,680 -What's your name? -Alfie. 565 00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:37,320 Hi, Alfie. I'm Charlie. 566 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,880 I know. 567 00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,760 If they pick on you again, come talk to me. I'll sort them out. Okay? 568 00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:46,520 Okay. 569 00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,680 I know I can't, like, cure the world of homophobia, 570 00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:04,400 but there's probably so many kids in the younger years 571 00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:06,600 who just think they're completely alone. 572 00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:09,360 If they had somewhere to talk to people like them, 573 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,480 maybe they wouldn't grow up hating themselves. 574 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,000 Well, you're more than welcome to use my classroom. 575 00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,760 It doesn't even matter. Mr. Lange already said no. 576 00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:22,360 I remember the first time you appeared in my classroom. 577 00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,640 You were so quiet, 578 00:40:23,720 --> 00:40:27,600 and, you know, I'm really not supposed to let people have their lunch in here. 579 00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:31,200 I've been lectured about it by the deputy head many times, 580 00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,680 and every time I got told off, I thought about you and your lunchbox 581 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,040 and your sad little face, 582 00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:39,800 and I thought, "Well, 583 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,960 he needs this, and I can help." 584 00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:46,600 And now look at you. 585 00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:50,160 I'm very proud of you. 586 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,920 As your teacher, I'd say you should respect Mr. Lange's decision. 587 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:57,320 But, 588 00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:00,040 as a fellow homosexual, 589 00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:05,160 I'd say, historically, us queers have never asked for permission to exist. 590 00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:15,680 Uh… Hello. 591 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,120 I'm just here for the… the part-time position. 592 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:20,240 Oh. 593 00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:22,320 You like animals? 594 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,840 Yeah. Yeah. I, I, I have two dogs, so… 595 00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:29,760 And you wanna spend time with more dogs because… what? 596 00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:33,560 I thought it might… help me build character. 597 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:36,960 I don't really do much outside of school. 598 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:40,000 Um, I'm going to uni this year, so… 599 00:41...