In Her Skin

00:40:01,209 --> 00:40:04,436 Irene Thompson. I'm Caroline's boss. 538 00:40:04,542 --> 00:40:07,100 Thank you, Mrs. Thompson. 539 00:40:07,209 --> 00:40:11,198 I'm sure you're required back at the office. 540 00:40:14,109 --> 00:40:15,836 Actually, I have an appointment, 541 00:40:15,942 --> 00:40:18,101 which I'm now late for. 542 00:40:27,953 --> 00:40:31,834 - Caroline, you awake? - You woke me up. 543 00:40:33,809 --> 00:40:36,037 This is disgusting. 544 00:40:36,142 --> 00:40:39,040 When was the last time you cleaned up this place? 545 00:40:39,142 --> 00:40:41,699 Dad, I had a fit at work. 546 00:40:41,809 --> 00:40:43,866 It was really embarrassing. 547 00:40:43,976 --> 00:40:46,373 You taking the correct medication? 548 00:40:46,475 --> 00:40:48,032 Yeah, but I'm overwrought, you know? 549 00:40:48,142 --> 00:40:50,369 I've got a lot of pressure on me at the moment. 550 00:40:50,475 --> 00:40:54,532 Caroline, you are always overwrought. 551 00:40:54,642 --> 00:40:58,200 Maybe if you took better care of yourself and your things, 552 00:40:58,308 --> 00:41:00,467 maybe you'd feel better. 553 00:41:02,176 --> 00:41:04,573 Why did it take you so long to get here? 554 00:41:04,675 --> 00:41:06,573 Why couldn't you come pick me up? 555 00:41:06,675 --> 00:41:08,073 I had a meeting. 556 00:41:08,176 --> 00:41:09,573 I can't just drop everything 557 00:41:09,675 --> 00:41:11,573 every time you have a problem. 558 00:41:11,675 --> 00:41:13,073 That's all I am to you, a problem! 559 00:41:13,176 --> 00:41:14,903 I had a fit, and you couldn't be bothered! 560 00:41:15,009 --> 00:41:16,736 I'm your daughter! You're supposed to care! 561 00:41:16,842 --> 00:41:18,865 I had the fucking fit because of you! 562 00:41:18,976 --> 00:41:20,033 Christ's sake. 563 00:41:20,142 --> 00:41:21,141 You don't care! 564 00:41:21,242 --> 00:41:22,551 I'm sick of being made to suffer! 565 00:41:22,575 --> 00:41:23,632 Telling me I'm selfish! 566 00:41:23,742 --> 00:41:26,832 - That is crap, Caroline. That is crap. - It's your stupid wedding's fault! 567 00:41:26,942 --> 00:41:28,669 Wear a dress? How can I? 568 00:41:28,775 --> 00:41:32,173 Look at me. Look at me. 569 00:41:32,275 --> 00:41:35,669 You look fine. You look fine. 570 00:41:35,775 --> 00:41:37,002 Nothing will ever change. 571 00:41:37,109 --> 00:41:38,836 You love that ugly bitch. 572 00:41:38,942 --> 00:41:43,670 I'm sorry I'm not perfect. You hate me. 573 00:41:43,775 --> 00:41:46,003 Caroline, please. Please, don't. 574 00:41:46,109 --> 00:41:47,540 - Look at me! - Don't! 575 00:41:47,642 --> 00:41:50,540 Look at my face! I have a big nose! 576 00:41:50,642 --> 00:41:53,665 Look at my disgusting skin! 577 00:41:53,775 --> 00:41:57,400 My hair is oily and dirty and horrible! 578 00:41:57,508 --> 00:41:58,735 Look at my teeth! 579 00:41:58,842 --> 00:42:01,865 They're yellow! 580 00:42:01,976 --> 00:42:05,408 Look at my disgusting body. 581 00:42:05,508 --> 00:42:07,236 It's white, and it's fat. 582 00:42:07,342 --> 00:42:09,070 I have rolls of fat. 583 00:42:09,176 --> 00:42:11,573 Even my legs are short and stubby. 584 00:42:11,675 --> 00:42:13,154 My lips are yucky. Small, beady eyes. 585 00:42:14,675 --> 00:42:16,903 I hate myself! I hate everything! 586 00:42:17,009 --> 00:42:18,907 I'm trapped in this ugly body! 587 00:42:19,009 --> 00:42:20,236 It's ugly, ugly! 588 00:42:20,342 --> 00:42:23,740 I hate me! 589 00:42:41,909 --> 00:42:43,875 Come and lie down. 590 00:42:44,575 --> 00:42:47,235 Come and lie down. 591 00:42:48,942 --> 00:42:50,339 Thank you. 592 00:42:50,442 --> 00:42:52,271 Come on. 593 00:42:56,342 --> 00:42:57,569 I'll call Dr. McLesky. 594 00:42:57,675 --> 00:43:00,233 You have to go and see him. 595 00:43:00,342 --> 00:43:02,241 I'll never fit in, 596 00:43:02,342 --> 00:43:03,467 because I am what I am, 597 00:43:03,575 --> 00:43:05,768 and nothing is going to change. 598 00:43:05,875 --> 00:43:08,932 Caroline. 599 00:43:09,042 --> 00:43:14,100 You have to think positive thoughts. 600 00:43:14,209 --> 00:43:15,106 Think about the farm. 601 00:43:15,209 --> 00:43:17,800 Maybe we could go up there soon. 602 00:43:17,909 --> 00:43:22,466 You have to stop this. 603 00:43:22,575 --> 00:43:24,803 You got to try. 604 00:43:24,909 --> 00:43:29,137 You got to try. Just try for me. 605 00:43:29,242 --> 00:43:31,799 I'll clean up, Dad, when I feel better. 606 00:43:31,909 --> 00:43:35,306 I've just been so busy, you know? 607 00:43:35,408 --> 00:43:38,136 I know. I know, Curly Top, I know. 608 00:43:38,242 --> 00:43:39,639 Thanks, Dad. 609 00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:40,981 I'm sorry. I'm so much trouble. 610 00:43:41,076 --> 00:43:42,974 You don't deserve a daughter like me. 611 00:43:43,076 --> 00:43:44,735 I'm so sorry. 61