I'll Follow You Down

00:29:27,967 --> 00:29:30,367 Yeah. 446 00:29:32,170 --> 00:29:35,806 It all came flooding back... 447 00:29:35,808 --> 00:29:38,208 at the airport. 448 00:29:42,413 --> 00:29:46,550 I remember we played chess. 449 00:29:46,552 --> 00:29:53,423 Went to the movies twice a month. 450 00:29:53,425 --> 00:29:55,826 On... on science nights he'd teach me the concepts 451 00:29:55,828 --> 00:29:59,163 using my toys. 452 00:29:59,165 --> 00:30:01,565 He loved me. 453 00:30:01,567 --> 00:30:04,468 It's weird, but I... 454 00:30:04,470 --> 00:30:09,173 I don't remember what he looked like, you know, 455 00:30:09,175 --> 00:30:11,575 just photographs and stuff. 456 00:30:14,946 --> 00:30:18,115 Do you ever get angry about what happened? 457 00:30:18,117 --> 00:30:20,818 Mom, I don't think about it. 458 00:30:24,322 --> 00:30:27,224 Did I ever tell you how we met? 459 00:30:27,226 --> 00:30:29,226 No, not really. 460 00:30:29,228 --> 00:30:34,498 You know, it was when we were still living in Princeton 461 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:40,003 and pops dragged me to some event 462 00:30:40,005 --> 00:30:42,372 that I didn't want to go to. 463 00:30:42,374 --> 00:30:44,141 I think... 464 00:30:44,143 --> 00:30:46,877 I think mom had just died, like a couple of months before 465 00:30:46,879 --> 00:30:50,948 and he wanted to get me out of the house. 466 00:30:52,984 --> 00:30:57,855 Well, he introduced me to his prize student. 467 00:31:01,893 --> 00:31:05,062 It was love at first sight, just like 468 00:31:05,064 --> 00:31:07,064 when mom and dad got married. 469 00:31:10,368 --> 00:31:14,605 And he asked me to marry him a month later at this old diner 470 00:31:14,607 --> 00:31:19,042 we used to go to. 471 00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:24,114 I resisted at first 'cause he was a workaholic 472 00:31:24,116 --> 00:31:26,283 and wanted to change the world. 473 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:33,090 I thought he wouldn't have time for a family. 474 00:31:33,092 --> 00:31:35,492 But you know what he said? 475 00:31:35,494 --> 00:31:40,964 He could change the world and be home for supper every night. 476 00:31:40,966 --> 00:31:45,335 And he was. 477 00:31:45,337 --> 00:31:48,372 He was so confident. 478 00:31:48,374 --> 00:31:51,008 Do you remember? 479 00:31:51,010 --> 00:31:52,676 Yeah. 480 00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:56,480 Such a dreamer. 481 00:31:56,482 --> 00:32:04,121 Nothing was impossible. 482 00:32:04,123 --> 00:32:07,557 You know, I have this recurring dream about the night 483 00:32:07,559 --> 00:32:10,427 that he didn't come home, 484 00:32:10,429 --> 00:32:15,232 where he calls and tells me what happened. 485 00:32:15,234 --> 00:32:18,101 What happened? 486 00:32:18,103 --> 00:32:20,306 Well... 487 00:32:22,308 --> 00:32:25,409 he fell in love. 488 00:32:25,411 --> 00:32:32,282 Or he hit his head and had amnesia. 489 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:36,659 Or he just wanted a different life, not with us. 490 00:32:51,302 --> 00:32:53,670 Mom... 491 00:32:53,672 --> 00:32:57,441 you can't do this. 492 00:32:57,443 --> 00:33:01,745 You're off the medication, it's putting you in a rut. 493 00:33:01,747 --> 00:33:03,380 They're not helping. 494 00:33:03,382 --> 00:33:07,417 I don't want to feel numb. 495 00:33:07,419 --> 00:33:13,757 It's just that, you know, your dad, 496 00:33:13,759 --> 00:33:17,094 he never broke a promise, ever. 497 00:33:17,096 --> 00:33:21,398 And I just, I remember his face at the airport so vividly 498 00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:24,534 and the way that he looked at me. It just looked like he knew something. 499 00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,236 You can't... you can't do this again. 500 00:33:26,238 --> 00:33:27,437 But... You can't think like that. 501 00:33:27,439 --> 00:33:28,405 I just want to know! 502 00:33:28,407 --> 00:33:32,342 It doesn't matter. You can't... 503 00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:33,176 What difference does it make? 504 00:33:33,178 --> 00:33:35,579 He's gone! He's dead. 505 00:33:50,161 --> 00:33:53,363 This time I'm late. 506 00:33:55,067 --> 00:33:57,034 I can't go. 507 00:33:57,036 --> 00:33:58,769 What is it? 508 00:33:58,771 --> 00:34:02,105 My mom... 509 00:34:03,208 --> 00:34:04,808 Is she okay? 510 00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:09,046 I shouldn't leave her alone. 511 00:34:09,048 --> 00:34:11,048 Is that what you were trying to tell me earlier? 512 00:34:13,451 --> 00:34:17,454 You want to know why I'm not going to MIT? 513 00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:19,523 I can't leave her alone. 514 00:34:22,193 --> 00:34:26,129 I wish it were different. 515 00:34:26,131 --> 00:34:28,265 I'm sorry. I know we had plans. 516 00:34:28,267 --> 00:34:30,634 Sometimes it's hard not to take everything you do for me 517 00:34:30,636 --> 00:34:33,070 for granted. 518 00:34:33,072 --> 00:34:36,073 Of all p