If I Stay

607 00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,044 but I haven't heard anything yet. 608 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:21,123 MIA: <i>There are two types of people in this world, Kim.</i> 609 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:22,850 Those who like real coffee, 610 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,770 and those who like froufrou drinks with ridiculous names. 611 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:27,450 Um, wow. You know, I'm not ashamed to be 612 00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:28,681 a cinnamon-spice chai latte lover. 613 00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:29,801 Thank you very much. 614 00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:32,480 Yeah, well, it kind of smells like Christmas threw up in your mug. 615 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,006 Fine by me. 616 00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,010 So, Adam. 617 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:37,680 Is it awesome? 618 00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,365 It feels big. 619 00:32:39,640 --> 00:32:42,723 It's crazy. I can't eat, I can't sleep. 620 00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:44,166 But... 621 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:46,891 For starters, I hate going to his shows. 622 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,326 Do you not like his music, or... 623 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:49,526 No, I love his music. 624 00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:52,331 He writes these amazing songs, and... 625 00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:54,050 I don't know, when he comes off stage 626 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:57,567 I just wanna, like, lick the side of his face. 627 00:32:57,800 --> 00:32:59,245 On, baby. 628 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:01,484 But when I hang out with his crowd, 629 00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:02,721 I just feel like... 630 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:04,325 Like a fish out of water? 631 00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:05,720 Like a fish on Mars. 632 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:09,049 Come on, it's not his friends you're afraid of, it's him. 633 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:12,084 I mean, he's older, he's in a band. 634 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,561 All those girls surrounding him. I mean, 635 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:16,924 it's scary. I get it. 636 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,243 What if it doesn't work out? 637 00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:21,368 You gonna be there to pick up the pieces? 638 00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:22,925 Every last one of 'em. 639 00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:25,605 But if it gets serious, 640 00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:27,091 you better not turn into one of those girlfriends 641 00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:28,840 who only speaks in the first person plural. 642 00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,205 "We love the winter." (CHUCKLES) 643 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:33,090 "We never use deodorant." 644 00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:35,290 "We only like quinoa." (CHUCKLES) 645 00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:38,683 If you ever turn into one of those girls, I'mma gonna shoot ya. 646 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:40,285 If I ever turn into one of those girls, 647 00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:41,930 I'mma gonna give you the gun. 648 00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:48,287 Hey. Mom? 649 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,681 Who's the toughest, hottest rocker chick you can think of? 650 00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:52,445 Debbie Harry. Okay, cool. 651 00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:54,443 Or Patti Smith or Joan Jett. 652 00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,364 Lucinda Williams, even though she's country. 653 00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:57,680 Kim Gordon. 654 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:59,240 What's this, a social studies project? 655 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:03,048 No, it's for Halloween. 656 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:05,643 Tonight, with Adam. 657 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:07,563 Oh, you're going as the rocker chick. 658 00:34:08,240 --> 00:34:09,480 I don't even wanna go. 659 00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:11,880 Bunny rabbit. 660 00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:13,721 What's up? 661 00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:15,609 I wanna dive into Adam's world. 662 00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:17,160 You know, I wanna be like his friends. 663 00:34:17,240 --> 00:34:19,163 But what if I can't pull it off? 664 00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,891 The whole messy punk rocker live-in-the-moment thing. 665 00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:23,844 Then you return all the clothes to my closet in the morning 666 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:25,490 and go about your life. 667 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:26,886 Baby, it's one night. 668 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,525 Right? 669 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,921 I mean, I know it's not your thing, 670 00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:33,560 but why not try out messy and in-the-moment and see how it feels. 671 00:34:34,440 --> 00:34:36,329 You might be surprised. 672 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:39,681 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYING) 673 00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:46,651 Hey, Adam. 674 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:52,881 Whoa, Hall. I didn't think you had it in you. 675 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:54,121 Whoa, yourself. 676 00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:55,606 I'm Beethoven. (GASPS) 677 00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:57,840 Ludwig. 678 00:34:57,960 --> 00:34:59,689 (CHUCKLES) Come on, let's go. 679 00:35:00,520 --