Listen to Me Marlon

00:33:33,678 --> 00:33:38,719 And I feel that I perhaps have neglected that part of my career up to this point. 613 00:33:40,644 --> 00:33:43,853 When I go to set I have a lot of fun, because it's a gay affair. 614 00:33:44,022 --> 00:33:45,513 It's pleasant to look forward to, 615 00:33:45,649 --> 00:33:47,140 it's a nice way to spend your day, 616 00:33:47,275 --> 00:33:51,064 rather than be in the middle of a miasma of seriousness and gravity. 617 00:33:52,614 --> 00:33:55,903 As a kid, when I used to sell bottles and cut lawns 618 00:33:56,076 --> 00:33:59,615 to get my ten cents to go to the movie, 619 00:33:59,746 --> 00:34:01,863 and I would escape everything. 620 00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:09,874 That sense of good feeling, 621 00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:12,211 that got me through the week. 622 00:34:13,468 --> 00:34:16,336 Those moments were magical. 623 00:34:22,185 --> 00:34:25,178 REPORTER: The glittering world premiere at New York's Capitol Theater 624 00:34:25,313 --> 00:34:30,183 for Samuel Goldwyn's multi-million dollar production of <i>Guys and Dolls.</i> 625 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:34,775 <i>♪ Your eyes are the eyes</i> 626 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:38,570 <i>♪ of a woman in love</i> 627 00:34:38,702 --> 00:34:45,245 <i>♪ And oh, how they give you away</i> 628 00:34:46,459 --> 00:34:49,623 <i>♪ Why try to deny...</i> 629 00:34:49,754 --> 00:34:53,464 BRANDO: Most actors want to get their name in the paper. 630 00:34:53,592 --> 00:34:56,551 They like all that attention. 631 00:34:57,512 --> 00:35:01,426 I very often am struck with the illusion of success. 632 00:35:02,267 --> 00:35:04,475 Sometimes it's difficult when you meet people 633 00:35:04,603 --> 00:35:07,266 because you see that they have prejudged you, 634 00:35:07,397 --> 00:35:09,684 not to be treated normally. 635 00:35:09,816 --> 00:35:13,730 To have people staring at you like an animal in a zoo, 636 00:35:13,862 --> 00:35:17,026 or some strange creature from a distant land. 637 00:35:18,199 --> 00:35:20,816 What it does is remove you from reality. 638 00:35:20,952 --> 00:35:22,488 (FANS SCREAM) 639 00:35:26,875 --> 00:35:29,959 I can't stand it. I hate it. 640 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:32,745 I had no idea of how discomforting it is 641 00:35:32,922 --> 00:35:36,006 not to be able to be just an ordinary person. 642 00:35:36,176 --> 00:35:38,509 You can't imagine how much of a panic it is. 643 00:35:38,637 --> 00:35:39,878 Really, it scared me to death, 644 00:35:40,013 --> 00:35:41,379 because they were hanging on, 645 00:35:41,514 --> 00:35:44,222 they could've been run over or crushed. It really is... 646 00:35:44,392 --> 00:35:46,850 I've never seen a really hysterical crowd. 647 00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:48,344 It's a frightening experience. 648 00:35:55,779 --> 00:35:58,066 BRANDO: Relax, Marlon. 649 00:35:58,239 --> 00:35:59,855 And breathe deeply now. 650 00:36:04,287 --> 00:36:07,496 You don't need to feel frightened, 651 00:36:07,624 --> 00:36:09,832 you don't need to be nervous. 652 00:36:18,176 --> 00:36:21,510 You're very, very comfortable. 653 00:36:21,638 --> 00:36:26,349 Deeply safe, like when you were with Ermi, 654 00:36:26,476 --> 00:36:29,469 when you slept in her arms, 655 00:36:29,604 --> 00:36:31,561 when you received affection. 656 00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:33,852 Remember those feelings. 657 00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:41,110 She was a governess hired by my mother. 658 00:36:42,117 --> 00:36:45,326 Lovely Oriental skin. 659 00:36:45,453 --> 00:36:47,661 She had very fine hair. 660 00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:50,577 She was sleeping, 661 00:36:50,709 --> 00:36:53,622 and through the windows came the moonlight, 662 00:36:53,753 --> 00:36:56,666 and illuminated her body. 663 00:36:57,799 --> 00:37:02,715 I remember arranging myself on her, over her, 664 00:37:02,846 --> 00:37:06,305 and thinking that she was all mine, 665 00:37:06,433 --> 00:37:08,550 that she belonged to me alone. 666 00:37:11,396 --> 00:37:16,437 Everybody wants a guarantee that their love is going to be returned. 667 00:37:16,568 --> 00:37:18,525 "I'm going to love you till I die 668 00:37:18,653 --> 00:37:21,487 and we're going to love each other forever." 669 00:37:21,614 --> 00:37:26,826 All of those adolescent and childish concepts of what love ought to be. 670 00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:32,539 I remember the night she left. 671 00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:33,953 She went away to get married, 672 00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,247 but to a seven-year-old mind, 673 00:37:36,379 --> 00:37:38,245 having been with someone intimately, 674 00:37:38,381 --> 00:37:41,920 it was tantamount to desertion. 675 00:37:42,469 --> 00:37:45,086 In a sense, my mother left me, 676 00:37:45,305 --> 00:37:47,467 because she was alcoholic. 677 00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:49,261 And so di